oh , i miss chuck so much :)
me with the moon & night
have u seen the moon tonight ?
can u feel the wind around?
can u see the moon’s light ?
shinning over the sky despite all these clouds
i love the moon & i like tonight
a wise man once said , there is unspoken language in silence & i believed him but i didn’t understand until i did it , the silence experiemnt i was hoping to make it 24 hs but u don’t get what u want anyhow , the first hour was the hard one , i wanted so badely to speak i could hear myself talking with my voice explaining why i am doing that to myself because i have decided to do so without getting to the real reason why i am doing it , is it for me ?is it because of my grandmother ?is it for my poor comunication siklls?then it was very hard to shut up my inner talks i shut them up , it doesn’t matter why , i am doing it , i will resist that strong desire to talk , so many people does that all the time . either they can’t talk or they actually decided to stop talkingthe question was , am i going to recall all that thoughts or they will be gone the min i talk ?i also didn’t answer that writing in such a case is cheating , i have to do it RT
the next hour was easier less thoughts , less noise more silence language , more unspoken language i woke up in z morning with my brothers trying to get me to talk & i resisted badly it was so hard but somehow it was fun they actually were getting all what i wanted to say , it wasn’t that hard to comunicate with my brothers , i hoped i could communicate with her the same way , that’s when i knew why i was doing it .
i took all of that silence in my head & soul & went to her just holding her hand , no more talk , no more trying to talk just silence
i guess that unspoken language between us said alot more than words , it was something beyond my preception & i guess i need to do that again
:) missed chuck so much
حطلع اعيش فوق .. و أشوفلى ناس عندها ذوق